(These daily reports have intentionally left in the Banished ones own words, so everyone will truly know who wrote it, and whos thoughts they are...)
Last words from L-1107, later that nigth on day 9 L-1107 was released by her controler, and Laura did seek out, seeking for her famaly that she did miss so and love somutch.she did allmosut feel like an stranger but she did soon realize that she was moust welcome home .
I did have good and bad days as an bane, sometimes it was real hard to be ignored by my fatefull friends at the end i did feel like that i was not welcome but that is the point to, a bane is not to be spoken to she is just to be ignored ..
I know now that i will not have to been able to to this for that long whitout Mistress Giri and Tina´s support they did give me the support i needed and they aloso did the ignoring part werry well :) so Thanks Mistress Giri and Tina whitout you to i will not have been able to go bane for 83 houres .
At the time i askd for this i did feel werry submisive and i did hope that been locked in this way was going to make me an better switch but rigth now i feel that it dident help, I feel even more submisive than before , ithink i did realize what mistress can to to me if she wants, and i love that feeling I trust my Mistress 100% and i know that iam in goodhands .
Did i like been Banished ? Guess i did it was not always fun but after i was released and have a litle time to look back i can say whit my hand on my heart that i realy did love it, my Mistress did an exelent job whit me she did nothing wrong , so Thank you again Mistress Giri!
If i will go bane again ? I think i will if Mistress want me to be a bane but i dont think i will ask for it like i did.. Like i did say i trust my Mistress 100% so i will have no problems doin this again, but i will never go bane whit someone that i dont trust in the same way that i do whit mistress that will be totaly wrong for me.
I dont think i can give any good tips how to go bane and have an good time, think the onley thing i can say about it you will need someone that You trust 100% and not some one that you think can be trusted, when you have that you are ready to go.. and the rest you have to figure out your self, dont think it will be easy or fun all the time, when you are an bane you are alone in the big world noone is suposed to make contact whit you, so you have to just make the best out of it youreself
Anyway.. L1107 is gone and Laura is back, and I can look back on this whit a smile whit just good memories, for me this have been the best lock up ever it was werry mixed and wird but it was good for me .. I hink and hopes that everyone that knows laura is happy to see her back but i think one day laura will be gone and L1107 will sneek out form that grave i made for her but when and how l ong i dont know.
So is this the final word form me about Bane and L1107 i dont know, im sure i will be back oneday
Have fun everyone and paly safe !!
Laura
I did have good and bad days as an bane, sometimes it was real hard to be ignored by my fatefull friends at the end i did feel like that i was not welcome but that is the point to, a bane is not to be spoken to she is just to be ignored ..
I know now that i will not have to been able to to this for that long whitout Mistress Giri and Tina´s support they did give me the support i needed and they aloso did the ignoring part werry well :) so Thanks Mistress Giri and Tina whitout you to i will not have been able to go bane for 83 houres .
At the time i askd for this i did feel werry submisive and i did hope that been locked in this way was going to make me an better switch but rigth now i feel that it dident help, I feel even more submisive than before , ithink i did realize what mistress can to to me if she wants, and i love that feeling I trust my Mistress 100% and i know that iam in goodhands .
Did i like been Banished ? Guess i did it was not always fun but after i was released and have a litle time to look back i can say whit my hand on my heart that i realy did love it, my Mistress did an exelent job whit me she did nothing wrong , so Thank you again Mistress Giri!
If i will go bane again ? I think i will if Mistress want me to be a bane but i dont think i will ask for it like i did.. Like i did say i trust my Mistress 100% so i will have no problems doin this again, but i will never go bane whit someone that i dont trust in the same way that i do whit mistress that will be totaly wrong for me.
I dont think i can give any good tips how to go bane and have an good time, think the onley thing i can say about it you will need someone that You trust 100% and not some one that you think can be trusted, when you have that you are ready to go.. and the rest you have to figure out your self, dont think it will be easy or fun all the time, when you are an bane you are alone in the big world noone is suposed to make contact whit you, so you have to just make the best out of it youreself
Anyway.. L1107 is gone and Laura is back, and I can look back on this whit a smile whit just good memories, for me this have been the best lock up ever it was werry mixed and wird but it was good for me .. I hink and hopes that everyone that knows laura is happy to see her back but i think one day laura will be gone and L1107 will sneek out form that grave i made for her but when and how l ong i dont know.
So is this the final word form me about Bane and L1107 i dont know, im sure i will be back oneday
Have fun everyone and paly safe !!
Laura
